Saturday, December 31, 2005
let me help you.
you forced me to do this.
your number will be gone.your msn will be gone.your link will be gone.your friendster will be gone.your face in my mind will be gone.me being in the clique will be gone.i won't recognise you on the streets.
i don't care anymore.
chase
i don't think i wanna see you even when the time comes.
chase
funny its always just me who tries to be barney. i'm sick of trying to be barney when that kid is laughing at me.
the truth be told:
i would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever. it ended for both of us, faster than a... kill off this thinking, it's starting to sink in. i'm losing control now, and without you i can finally see...Fight
now go run away. save yourself from me. the tables has been reversed. i still don't get it why there's still this certain membrane that you're still keeping. lick it and eat it like a calf and you'll be nutritionised (?).
i still remember what they said.
"you hurt one, you hurt three."
but it seems number three doesn't care. number two is dear to me.
and i think you misunderstood. i mislead you. or at least i think so. haha.
chase
Friday, December 30, 2005
i need an opinion.
which bike makes my crotch look bigger?
(in other words which one looks hotter?)Exhibit AMotard
Exhibit BScrambled eggs
so vote away at my tagboard. thank you.
chase
foreveryouwill. hope.
whisper sweet nothings.
the way your teeth disobeys.the way your eyes see.the way your laugh responds.the way your hair agrees.the way your breathe ventilates.the way your voice softens.the way your...
i see black dots...
chase
things weird about me (well, so far i can only think of 2)
1. i have this 'phobia' with bars of soap. liquid soap for me please.
2. i'll just puke when i drink tap water and plain water at room temperature.
chase
Thursday, December 29, 2005
i'm a surprise-package.
in more ways than one.
chase
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
look out the window.
the sky is, well, sky-blue.
chase
Monday, December 26, 2005
fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die fast or die
fast or die
chase
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it? I started something I couldn't finish. And if we go down, we go down together. Best friends means, well best friends means...
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill that says you're up late night starting fist fights versus fences in your backyard. Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor. Soaking in sympathy from friends who never loved you nearly half as much as me.
Broken down in bars and bathrooms. All I did was what I had to, don't believe me when I tell you:
"It's just what anyone would do".Take the time to talk about it, think a lot and live without it. Don't believe me when I tell you:
"It's something unforgivable."Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it? I started something I couldn't finish. If we go down, we go down together. Best friends means, well best friends means...
You never knew (well I never told you), everything I know about breaking hearts, I learnt from you, it's true. I've never done it with the style and grace you have.
But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes.
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
There's nothing worseThat's right he said, that's right he said it
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I swear, you have no idea I hope there's ice on all the roads
The jealousy that became me thinking That's right he said
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield
That you always had it way too easy Best friends means I pulled the trigger. Best friends means you get what you deserve.
chase
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
this is no beginning. this is the final cut.
chase
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I fucken hate it when people control what I wear. Are you ashamed of me? And now I have only a fucken pair of jeans. ONE FUCKEN PAIR! What do i wear when i wash it? Do you know how fucken sickening it is to wear the same pair over and over again? How about some money? No? No money? AM I SUPPOSE TO FUCKEN WEAR THE SAME PAIR TILL IT TEARS TOO? OH WOW THEN I WON'T HAVE ANY MORE JEANS. Oooooo if its dirty or torn sell it to the fucken karang guni man. AND HOW MANY FUCKEN CENTS WILL I GET FOR THAT?!
Why can't I get to do what I want for once. I give you good grades. I never go to overseas trips when you didn't want me to. NO FUCKEN QUESTIONS ASKED. And you wouldn't even let me wear what I fucken want.
WHO ARE YOU FUCKEN ASHAMED OF? YOU DON'T EVEN LEAVE THE FUCKEN HOUSE FOR FUCK'S SAKE. YOU KNOW WHAT MUM? I FEEL LIKE SAYING ONE BIG PHAT 'FUCK YOU' RIGHT AT YOUR FACE.
alright i've vented my anger.
chase
Call me a coward. Bring out the pom poms and cheer me on.
Did I bother telling you this? With the words that cross this and jump lips.
In the phrase to cut these lips: I love you.
chase
Ambellina is hurt again.
chase
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Repeat yourself, my hands are shakingA thousand questions left unanswered
I'll serenade before I do
Candles burn without a flame on
My final call to you, I know you're listening
I stood beside the wood that held you
I must sit down, my legs are shakingWith gifts of plectrums for your journey
And melodies to help you on your way
You had it, I had it. Ambellina lost it.
chase
Friday, December 16, 2005
presentation is roughly in about 7 hours.
been only sleeping for 2 hours everyday.
that 3 hour nap might make a difference.
no motivation for school.
ambellina is the only one that loves me now.
no one loves ambellina more than me.
"by the way, i'll get you fixed and get you a new mudguard, rear plate, handlebar."and last but never least to me.
still don't know. i don't know what's going on in there. i'll wait.
chase
Thursday, December 15, 2005
you're gearbox seems to be malfunctioning.
you're stuck in neutral gear and holding up traffic.
chase
she deleted my images and ours. pardon my bad english cause i don't care. that is not the way you do it. going cold turkey isn't the solution.
but then again, how else will it ever happen. getting on top of a person isn't easy. especially when i'm tall.
chase
Sunday, December 11, 2005
i don't care anymore. it's so hard finding a skin that is male-ish.
i'll settle for this.
say what you want.i found the template. nice and simple. i think i'll use this address from now on.
then again, i always say that for every new blog i make.what's new?
chase
